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Taryn  

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We Are, It is, I am

That orange sunset  That blinds so bright when driving   
A cheek resting on the cool pillowcase  For two hours before the final   
The fragility of a dying child  Set deep in the heart of ICU   
Raw, unabashed and unflinching  The pain and awkwardness it brings   
Peace that surrounds and comforts  Amid the knowledge of ever occurring chaos   
In the eye of the beholder  Past the cataracts and myopia   
In the heart, pulsing and beating  Valves working in perfect harmony   
In the essence of another  More dear to you than life itself

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ImaginationLook into the mirror  See you staring back at me  Reach out to touch the glass  Your hand raises to meet mine   
At the moment of contact  
 
Your image fades and I’m left staring at all my scars  Faced with cold reality  And unforgiving thoughts   
What if.   
This tightness in my chest  Is just a fake feeling   
What if.   
All I’ve felt in the past,  Has been the biggest façade.   
It’s all blurred together.   
Streams of electricity, making my heart jump. Visual stimulants making my eyes dilate. Nervous clenching making my pa Imagination
in Open on 8/6/05
ScarcityWhy is it so hard?   
It’s all I really want,   
But it’s the last thing I can reach.   
I struggle to come to grips with it,   
I try to force my vocal cords to move,  My lungs to exhale,  My tongue to take a certain shape,  Lips to move, press together, open wide.  The wind moves through my teeth  My heart races wildly,   
But I can’t make it come.   
The truth leaves my body.  In one slow exhale.  Not in the words it should.   
Wrong form   
I see the disappointment in your eyes  The guilt weighs heavy on my shoulders &nb Scarcity
in Open on 7/28/05
Truth Be ToldThe c          r           u             m                b                  ling walls  The wailing wind   
Can you hear it?  A sycophant symphony   
It picks me up roughly  Tosses me about   
Rearranging my thoughts   
Reconstructing my body   
 
Limb by limb &nb Truth Be Told
in Open on 7/27/05
Angel Superior               I had been sleeping soundly, nestled under my pink comforter in my room lined with pink ballerina bunnies, when I was awaked by the familiar shouts of my parents arguing downstairs.  I was eight then, and as I lay in bed listening to them scream and shout, I prayed that my little sister Halley, who was only four at the time, was in one of her sleeps where nothing could wake her up. The yelling escalated and I hugged my bear and my blanket tight, wishing that they would end already. This was turning into one of their longer fights. A moment of silence; it’s over I thought. Then my door flung wide open and my mom came and threw h Angel Superior
in Biographies on 4/29/05
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Hates EmbraceTurned to you,  You turned away,  You never cared,  Despite what you say,  I needed you,  You left my bleeding,  You\'re not what I was needing.  [chorus] I needed you to care,  No matter where I turned, you were never there.  You broke my crown..broke me down.  In my tears, you watched me drown. [end]  Treated me like sh!t,  You never loved me,  The least bit.  I loved you,  You broke my heart.  Watched as my world fell apart.  [chorus] I needed you to care,  No matter where I turned, you were never there.  You broke my crown..broke me down.   Hates Embrace
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Lovers CryI am completely helpless  hands tied above my head  i shake uncontrollably  as you slowly cross my path   
you stare deep into my eyes  and i am sucked into your presence  but then something else catches my eyes  something in your hand that is not ment to be   
a razor slowly protruding out of its shell  you lean in and whisper   Its alright baby   you can trust me   
for some reason i believe you  i relax and let down my guard  this was the first mistake  of many soon to come   
you press the razor against my skin  i long for th Lovers Cry
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Journal Entry: Fri Mar 23, 2007, 12:04 AM
Edmund Burke's "Enquiry into the Sublime and Beautiful" brings up the concept of clear expression versus strong expression. I have never been one for clear expression but that's what the world revolves around. 8.1 Megapixels and 24" LCD screens and 2.59 and 9/10ths for a gallon of gasoline. Maybe that's why I feel like I don't fit into this world so well.

Ever feel like no matter how hard you try to express or explain yourself and your actions/emotions/thoughts, you just can't?

I find it's the hardest to apologize. This is because to overcome the strong expressions you've made in the past, you have to stir up even stronger expressions to override the previous ones. And when those previous statements were an absolute truth. When they were words that belonged to passion and things as they were felt; when they were words that 'raised a a very great degree of the sublime', it's hard to find more words to override those previous expressions. And for that, for that incapability I am burdened with, I am sorry.

One day the dormant writer that exists somewhere in the back of my mind ,who furiously scribbles vacant and erratic details onto scraps of paper that don't exist, will return.

I'm just not sure when.<3

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Tucson
  • Interests: Writing, drama, pathology, tattoos, piercings, and motorcycles
  • Favourite movie: Dead Poet's Society, The Breakfast Club, Caddyshack, A Christmas Story, SLC Punk, American Graf
  • Favourite band or musician: Cadillac Blindside, Sugarcult, Hed P.E., Sage Francis, Rilo Kiley
  • Favourite genre of music: Do I seem like a one genre kind of girl?
  • Favourite artist: Frida Kahlo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Toni Davidson, Gertrude Stein, Edmund Burke, Andrew Marvell
  • Favourite photographer: Cynthia Anne (tryingtobe)
  • Operating System: Vista
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything that tastes like snozzberries
  • Skin of choice: filled with stories
  • Favourite game: Monstropolis version of Life- in 30 min. time frames with my lil' sis
  • Personal Quote: bitch ass ho motherfuckin piss
  • Tools of the Trade: tendons and synapses

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:07:22 AMComment hidden by Owner
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~insaneotaku:iconinsaneotaku: Oct 11, 2007, 11:03:22 PM
Miss you.

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Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.
~black-hawk11:iconblack-hawk11: Apr 26, 2007, 9:30:11 PM
Thanks for visiting :]
~insaneotaku:iconinsaneotaku: Jun 6, 2006, 11:13:31 PM
You needed a recent comment. You now have a recent comment.

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Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.
~achildapart:iconachildapart: Mar 11, 2006, 7:03:53 AM
Hey, I've been gone a long time, but I'm coming back. I've cleaned up my gallery, edited, and resubmitted some of my old stuff. New ones too.
I've missed you guys. Hope to hear from you.
~anarchy-child:iconanarchy-child: Jan 25, 2006, 3:08:22 PM
Just to let you know, I've moved to a new account, located here:
[link]

If you want to keep up on my work, with much more being submitted, watch me there. Its much appreciated.

And keep rocking,
Shane.

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Unactive account, check out [link].
Thanks.
`BurlapZack:iconBurlapZack: Sep 10, 2005, 1:02:34 PM
Hey! Long time no see. Thanks for the round of comments. :)

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Everyone deserves love and respect.
~hausfrau:iconhausfrau: Aug 7, 2005, 5:39:34 AM
:wave: Hello! Just wanted to drop by and wish you a happy sunny day of love, laughter and friendship!

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:sun: :flirty:
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:nod: :heart:: Happy Day of Yellowness
=keff-:iconkeff-: Aug 6, 2005, 6:30:46 PM
thank you sweet heart!
i am realy exited! :)

one day i need some nice poem, i'l call you!
aight!?
~ImmortalSlayer:iconImmortalSlayer: Jun 27, 2005, 12:47:10 PM
I misserz yew, thought you might like this too.

YOU HAVE BEEN EXWHORECISED.

Spread the hemp-lingerie-g-through-h-spot love-in. Pick any of your friends ( rented or otherwise ) who you think don't get much love ( blow up companion(s) notwithstanding ) and DROOL ON 'EM (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage and/or post noodie pics as a reasonable facsimile)

*Exwhorecising* RULES:

1- You can grope/drool on the person who done ya ( nothing says I lust ya like reverse stalking, indeed )

2- You can grope/drool on the same person as many times as you see fit ( put that Viagra subscription to good use )

3- You -MUST- spread the droolage. At least 1 drool or seeing/typing canine lickage per person ( what are you saving it for, fecker?)

4- You should drool/grope in public -specifically on public transportation and/or whilst in drive-through phallic sausage joints

5- Random kisses are perfectly okay ( just keep your snout out of the nibbly areas, please, we don't want lawsuits, now, do we)

6- Please, don't worry about same gender grope-age/droolage ( * specifically applicable to female-female dynamics )

7- You should most definitly get started grope-ageing/drooling right away ( statute of limitations/by-laws for litigation action may lapse shortly

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~Obey-Me

I used to stand for something
Now I'm on my hands and knees
Traded my god in for this one
And he signs his name with a capital G
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TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXYY TRAIN IF U RECIEVE THIS IT MEANS
UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN
SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE....IF U WANT..

:hug:s Taryn.

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~Obey-Me

I used to stand for something
Now I'm on my hands and knees
Traded my god in for this one
And he signs his name with a capital G
~putrefy:iconputrefy: May 21, 2005, 6:35:07 PM
It looks like I have some reading to catch up on!

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~endofeternity:iconendofeternity: Apr 24, 2005, 3:54:41 PM
Umm...I don't know?

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"And then I stabbed him in the eye with a pencil!"
~imageek:iconimageek: Apr 24, 2005, 10:58:58 AM
doesnt she, like, still hate me?

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:pride:
"i steal music from the internet"
"wip: [link]
~endofeternity:iconendofeternity: Apr 24, 2005, 1:11:12 AM
Well, I sent ~deceasedrose a note trying to find out more information and I heard you could remember some people, and not others. I am overjoyed to know that you have not forgotten me though.

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"And then I stabbed him in the eye with a pencil!"
~imageek:iconimageek: Apr 23, 2005, 7:45:59 PM
how could i ever forget you, you mean more to me than i am able to type with my one hand

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:pride:
"i steal music from the internet"
"wip: [link]
~endofeternity:iconendofeternity: Apr 21, 2005, 5:12:58 PM
I'm glad you can still remember me.

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"And then I stabbed him in the eye with a pencil!"
~imageek:iconimageek: Apr 21, 2005, 11:10:41 AM
oh fuck, i miss you

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:pride:
"i steal music from the internet"
"wip: [link]
!holzmann:iconholzmann: Apr 4, 2005, 2:47:50 AM
Thanks for the comment and +devwatch!
~ImmortalSlayer:iconImmortalSlayer: Mar 8, 2005, 7:57:04 AM
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

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~Obey-Me

I used to stand for something
Now I'm on my hands and knees
Traded my god in for this one
And he signs his name with a capital G
~endofeternity:iconendofeternity: Feb 3, 2005, 8:09:36 PM
Awww thanks :hug:

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"And then I stabbed him in the eye with a pencil!"
~Invisibility:iconInvisibility: Jan 27, 2005, 9:47:58 PM
Hi! :wave: You use to watch me a while ago when I was !Cyantre. Well, I looked you up and wanted to say hello. :hug:
=sackermanmo:iconsackermanmo: Jan 24, 2005, 9:48:38 PM
Thank you for brightening my day by paying me a visit!

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~dr-bipolar:icondr-bipolar: Jan 15, 2005, 4:40:42 AM
:sing:

Stop, drop, open up shop

Sorry, felt the need. :aww:

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I'm gone, you can stop kissing my ass now. Will someone still feed him though?
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